8/19/2005

WARNING: SELF-ESTEEM POST.

Am I not likeable?

I sense a distance between myself and everyone around me. I suppose I don't have anyone else to blame but myself for feeling this way.

I suppose it's time I start clamming up again.

Dear God, please forgive me for having clicked the "Publish Post" button, and making everyone read posts that do nothing to remedy the lack of self confidence.

Maybe, I just want to let everyone know that I am human, and I do have my insecurities. It's a well known fact that the world is a cruel place.

9 Comments:

At 9:18 PM, Anonymous paradoxic said...

dude.. go read all your posts once more.. i've never met another boy as bitchy and whiny as you.. if you're still wondering whether you're likeable.. i think you should know the answer.. you're NOT.. in fact you're sucha detestable piece of flotsam you should be wiped off the face of the earth.. get a life dude! stop living in that tiny self-obsessed world of your own.. and maybe you'd find some true friends..

 
At 9:50 PM, Blogger iz said...

"detestable piece of flotsam"

hoohoo. that's a vigourous piece of flaming. i wish my flamers were at least linguistically interesting - what's flotsam?

and who uses that many ellipses ANYWAY - kinda conveys oh i don't know, a lag in somebody's thinking processes.

but you know, to be bimbotically dismissive, what-ever. we still like you hazri, cheer up ja!




iz.

 
At 10:27 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

eh, /some/ people don't realise that an ellipsis is 3 stops not 2.

phrawr bitchy. (i mean me.)

anyway, I find such feedback SO useful don't you? I mean someone saying that you should 'be wiped off the face of the earth' and at the same time telling you to 'get a life'. No wonder he/she/its named itself 'paradoxic'.

Of course, I can just imagine hazri's comebacks, which are so much smarter than the original insults. paradoxic, as can be contrived, is like a male nipple. You know what.

matt.

 
At 3:52 AM, Blogger BADHANDWRITING said...

I am not one of those fools who would dedicate entire posts to flamers like you. This little reply will do. I would only be proving your point by ignoring you. If I'd deleted all these posts you've made, it only proves that all the things you've said have affected me so adversely. They haven't. So here's something for you to think about.

You do realise that it's going to be weird now seeing each other in school, don't you? I'd had preferred it the way it was before when you were being a total hypocrite. I guess I'm not the only one living my life in constant re-evaluation.

Congratulations you are human, too.

I think there's just something inside of you that's dying to provoke. Here's a tip.

Give it a rest.

If you find that this blog doesn't match up to your holier-than-thou moral standards with all that bitching and whining, then why do you even come here? To humour yourself?

I don't live to please anyone. So I'm not going to change my ways for, of all people, you.

I hate it that people psychoanalyse me. I don't think that's what blogs are about.

But since you have done so, it'd only be fair if I do the same to you.

But oh look, what do we have here! Seems I do have true friends after all. They've done all that psychoanalysing for me.

I guess you just have this knack for being ironic as well.

So, in conclusion. Get a life of your own. Stop reading so much into mine. And if you still persist to do so, try not to be so shallow next time. It'd be better if you stop doing this, altogether. Not just for me, you'd doing everyone else in the world a favour as well.

If you're planning for a better comeback just for the sake of it, don't. From now on, your four-dollar words mean nothing to me.

Blah, this was as good as an entire post. Ooh, I am oh-so-fucking ironic, you say.

Dude, I'm not perfect. I don't need you to tell me that. But here's something for you to think about.

Neither are you.

 
At 12:17 PM, Anonymous jaesh said...

i SWEAR ON EVERYTHING HOLY that paradoxic is NOT ME LA OKAY WTF. i said i wouldnt bother already .
i just read your blog occasionally and find a tad bit bitchy but thats your choice man . i just made a post when you were off about miss netty . but paradoxic is SO not me , does that sound like a nick id use -_-

 
At 7:21 PM, Anonymous Judith said...

i never quite got the point of people leaving message like that on people's comments system, it stinks of 'someone's got nothing better to do' and it's disgusting that there are so many people that really think that there's some benefit in leaving something like that. there's really nothing...constructive. how childish.

anyway, haz, we love you (: cheer up, it's just pms

 
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At 11:52 PM, Blogger BADHANDWRITING said...

Ok. I apologise for falsely accusing you.

The flaming should cease now. It's about time I got back to living my damn life.

Ugh, this is unnecessary conflict. Things are stressful enough the way they are.

 
At 5:36 PM, Anonymous Jaesh said...

swerly.
lets leave this

 

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